Rose tint my world, keep me safe from my trouble and pain...

Today I went to Chris and Laura’s wedding shower. They are honestly one of the reasons I believe that love is attainable for everyone. They are just each other’s puzzle pieces, and I am so happy for them. I got to see their new house and it just made me super happy, so I wanted to write about that.

In other news, I am really excited about the Rocky Horror Show. I am so excited about how it’s pulling together, and I’m so ready to just run the hell out of this show and perform it for people who love it. It’s gonna be a blast. I am so happy about all of the great people I’ve met during this experience, and those I’ve become closer with. Yay for dancing with your friends in your underoos!

Also, It’s Pookie’s Birthday as of 12 minutes ago. I just got off the phone with him. I love that boy.

So today I realized a few things.

1) My anxiety has gotten so bad that I have to remove myself from situations before yelling or crying.

2) Taking myself out of said situations for awhile is a really good idea.

3) My family and I sometimes have a hard time understanding each other. Moving out was a really good idea because now , (I at least) will be able to really treasure the times that I have with them, and the frustration of being too many adults in too little of a space will hopefully be gone.

4) Courtney Davidson is an amazing friend and I am so blessed to have her in my life. And I quote…”What exactly induced the rage? Should I bring ice cream or a shot gun?” That is what being a best friend is all about when you are a girl. J

5) My mom makes me so happy. I know we fight once in awhile, but I really am my Momma’s girl.

6) I am finding great solace in the act of living. Just being. This is awesome, and I’m way too excited every chance I get to just clean, or watch tv, or sit. Living is just feeling amazing right now.

I’m really excited to go see the first real game for the Blue Barracudas this week. Should be a fun time for realios.

I unpacked my DVDs today, so that was good. I really need to finish putting my clothes away and get the rest of the stuff from my parent’s house. I also cleaned the kitchen, hallways, and my bathroom. Sundays are always a good day for cleaning and I really feel so fulfilled after I have a clean house. Wow, I’m lame.

It’s time for a shower or sleep. I haven’t quite decided yet.

Be well!